Chapter 414

All the lights are off in the house when I get back. I know Amelia said that she was staying with Fran but part of me had hope that maybe she'd change her mind and come home to me. I left Mitch's place way later than I Planned, Sarah was staying at her mum's for the night and so the boys and I ordered some pizzas and cracked into the vows. We did quite a good job in my opinion, but the flowery language and bullshit you're supposed to say at weddings really isn't my strong suit. I gave it all I had, and now I just feel very fucking empty. So I guess, coming home to an empty house is pretty fitting.
She hasn't even come by for her stuff, everything is exactly where she left it this morning. She must be borrowing some stuff from Fran. I should call her. No I shouldn't I'm drunk. Well, I'm not drunk but I'm not sober, I'm at that awkward middle phase where I am probably responsible for my actions but I don't feel like I should be. Fuck it. I sit down on the edge of the bed and dial the phone. It rings, and rings, and rings. I fall back against the bed and let out a sigh, she's not picking up.
"Hi" I hear her mumble just as the phone is about to go to voicemail. I'm in shock, she actually picked up, oh my god what a fucking relief.