Chapter 289

• The thought of being with someone else makes me feel nauseous, because being with someone else means that I've lost her, and I never want to lose her. I'd never even want anyone else like that, and I also could never hurt her like that.
• "What can I do? Do you want to check my phone? Anything, I'll do anything" I ask and step back slightly, sliding my phone out of my pocket and offering it to her. She glances at it for a tenth of a second before shaking her head and averting her eyes back to me, her forehead slightly creased.
• "I don't want to check through your phone. I want to feel secure enough in this relationship that this sort of thing doesn't happen. That your crazy exes don't try to meddle in our relationship and if they did that you won't take their side on it" She states defensively, her combative shield going back up. I offered my phone so that I could prove that nothings going on with Kate, with anyone, not for her to get mad at me again. Fuck, I really am bad at this.