Chapter 211

• I hear Bianca giggled a little.
• "Yeah that's a little silly" Bianca confirms, even Eloise laughs a little bit. I guess it was obvious to the two of them that Rhode still loved me even when we weren't together, so the thought of me being scared to talk to him must be hilarious.
• "Very silly. He was still calling and texting me, wanting to make sure I was okay. And I just kept putting it off because I felt like he deserved to have better than me. That if I just had a few more therapy sessions I would be the kind of person he deserves. I love him so much, more than I thought I could ever possibly love someone, and I was just scared that I would screw it up again. But now we've found our way back." I sigh softly as I finish speaking, I suddenly feel incredibly exhausted both physically and emotionally. Eloise and Bianca both sigh as well, I don't know if either of them were quite prepared for all of that.