Chapter 43

• Lexi’s POV
• I won’t forgive Luca this time, or will I ever be back here again. I vow to myself. Why does he always throw me away like thrash. I fall to the floor bawling my eyes out. I hear a noise and look up to see Luca holding LJ in his arms. I wish I had a picture of this moment of the two of them. It’s a sight I very rarely have ever seen. I quickly pull my gaze away from them, and wipe my eyes. ‘What the hell is he doing in here. Why did he follow me. Fuck it if I’m leaving here today, I’m going to tell him exactly what’s on my mind. What do I have to lose?’ I tell myself.
• “What do you want Luca? If you are in that big of a hurry to get rid of us, then call for Betty and ask her to come help pack up our things. Trust me we don’t want to be in yours and Kat’s house now more than you want us here, I can promise you that. This will be the last time you throw us out like thrash. I don’t know how, but I promise you I’m going to find a way to divorce you. All I get from you is a broken heart, and more kids whenever you decide to may an appearance. I’ve tried being patient thinking you would want to be with LJ and I, but you keep on choosing Kat over us. Well, I’m done being made a fool of. I hope she really loves you for you, not because of who you are. I often wonder if you were not the Don of the family would she still love and want to be with you. I never planned on falling in love with you, but somehow you made me. I thought that you cared, in your own fucked up way. I have clung onto that hope for so long, that I’ve almost lost who I really am. That’s someone who doesn’t take shit from no one. You just broke what love, trust, and hope I had for us. So, fuck you I won’t cry a single tear over you after today. Don’t worry I know whose kid’s I have, and that you can, will, and do control everything about them. But that is as far as your control will go in my life any longer. Now if you wouldn’t mind leaving, your son and I are getting throw out with today’s garbage, so I need to pack. You can give everything that belongs to me here away. I don’t need nothing from you. That includes all my clothes, shoes, purses, and jewelry.” I confidently say to Luca.