Chapter 40

• Lexi’s POV
• The gate opens up again, and this time it is Dr. Davis. I smile at him and turn back towards the house. By the time LJ and I make it to him, he is just getting out of his car. He shakes my hand and we proceed to the make shift exam room, that was the fourth bedroom in the west wing. Mother still hasn’t made it up here and doc is in a hurry, so he starts the exam. “Did you want to know the sex of the baby?” He asks me. “Yes sir.” “It’s a girl, and she looks as healthy as LJ did. So, from here on I’ll need to start seeing you every other month for two months then once a month for the reminder of your pregnancy. Do you have any questions, comments, or concerns.” He says to me. “I was wanting to explore the options of tying my tubes after this baby.” I question him. “How about I bring you all the literature I have on the subject on my next visit.” He suggests to me. I nod my head and tell him thanks. He packs up his supplies and leaves. I rush into the living room, where Luna and LJ are to tell her the good news. “It’s a girl, how perfect is that. One boy, and one girl. I’m so happy since this will be my last one that I’m having.” I spit out at Luna. I pick up LJ and spin him around, I’m so happy at this moment.
• “What do you mean this is the last one. Did Luca decide not to pursue having another one?” Luna asks me. “I haven’t talked to him about it, but can you honestly think that he’ll want another baby with me. He doesn’t even like me, or care anything about me. This child was conceived heat of the moment. Since that night Luca hasn’t come anywhere near me. I’m glad he doesn’t though because it still hurts to see him. If someone would have told me a 1 ½ years ago that I would fall in love with Luca, I would have laughed at them. Now, I love him so much, and there isn’t nothing I can do about it. I can’t get over him, or forget about him. I just wish the hurt I feel every time I see him, or Kat would go away. That night of the birthday party, I went there to try and make Luca regret dumping me. I thought I succeed, but as you can see, I failed. Even though I love him I can’t force him to love me back. I guess it’ll just be me and my Kido’s, and you. I’m surprised that Kat hasn’t talked Luca into sending us back to the apartment.” It goes quiet after I spilled my heart out to Luna.