Chapter 506

• I overcame part of my past while acquiring the knowledge necessary to evolve. Sometimes, I preferred to simply believe that my father did what he did because he loved me, putting me in the place he thought best and minimizing the damage I would suffer from the scourges.
• It may have been naive to think that way, but it had been a long time since I had held a grudge. Because of him, I stabilized my origins and agreed to come live here. It was the best thing for me, and I didn’t know or accept that at the time, so he forced me into it. I never saw him again, and I always wondered if one day he would come looking for me to apologize for what he did and, perhaps, confess the reasons behind his betrayal.
• As for the man who stole my first time, he remained the only obstacle to me living life to the fullest. Because of him, I couldn’t have contact with any man. Whenever I tried, I would panic and run away. My aversion to the touch of the opposite sex remained intact, even after so long.