Chapter 274

• Lohan’s Memories
• “Less than five days,” I thought. What are these few days compared to all the years I’ve lived? Oh, what a mistake! Time has never passed so slowly. While I tried to work, I kept thinking about her, and time wouldn’t pass. Minutes felt like hours, and that’s how I discovered the real meaning of the word impatience. I never had to rush anything; I always did things at my own pace and in my own way. It was agonizing not to be in control of something!
• “As if I’m going to wait until two a.m.!” I thought as I headed to the monitoring center on Thursday night, right after dinner. I used the magic of reflection in a divided way so that if Eliza arrived first, she wouldn’t see that I had anticipated her. I didn’t want to seem desperate.