Chapter 97

My heart felt at peace, my body felt like it was in the right place, where it belonged. My soul felt like it had reunited with its other half. That's what I felt when I kissed Kayler. I felt protected with him, I felt his warmth, I felt his love for me in the way he kissed me, in how he caressed my back while doing so.
But I still felt that thorn in my heart, why does the good never last? Why did what happened have to happen? If he and I were so good. If we loved each other so much, if we had so many plans. He doubted me and until recently he was kissing another girl in front of me. There are so many things now. I don't want to leave him, I don't want to because I wouldn't know how to live a life without him. I loved him with all my heart and soul and I didn't want to be without him. I resigned myself. It hurt.
But maybe it was for the best.