Chapter 17

• After a long morning of classes, lunchtime had arrived. Anne and I headed towards the cafeteria. Ever since the teacher mentioned that we would go to Jhonson, I haven't been able to concentrate well, and the worst part is that Kayler will be there. I don't know how I will react to seeing Will again; we were together for two years and I did love him. But it's so strange that I had never felt that special something that I feel when I kiss Kayler, whereas when I kissed Will it was different.
• We got our lunch and sat at a table in the back. I told Anne about what happened last night with Kayler, and especially that I heard a howl. I kept looking towards the cafeteria entrance in the hope of seeing him arrive. I don't know where they could have gone. These guys are really strange. The rest of the day I was super bored, deep down I knew that something was missing. Today I would look for Kayler at the lake, I don't know what he will say to me. Will I go alone today? How come he would bring me and take me? Pff, just talk.
• Although I should be happy about that, right? That he won't take me today. Ugh! I hate this confusion. I left the school after saying goodbye to Anne. I stopped in front of the road, maybe I can find a taxi or something. I really need a car. I imagine I'm the only one here who doesn't have one... Anne doesn't either. At least she has a bike.