Chapter 198

• I stayed still as I read the message and looked at the photo over and over again. I just couldn't understand, when did that happen? It couldn't be real. But it was real, it was them. So, was this before he even knew me? Was Connor in love with Carolina? But how? I don't understand anything. Despite feeling jealous seeing them together, I can't jump to conclusions, I can't judge without at least knowing how everything happened.
• Yes, I won't be like he was with me, I will ask and talk about things now. I wanted to delete the photo but I didn't, maybe it will be useful later. I put away my phone and left Connor's apartment, heading to mine. I was nervous, but I couldn't ruin the plan we had. I had to focus on this first, and then the rest. I entered my apartment and collapsed on the couch. It was still hours before five o'clock.
• I looked at myself in the mirror and was satisfied with what I wore. My black hair was loose, with some waves at the ends. Around my neck was a black necklace. My nails were painted black, making my white skin stand out more. I didn't wear much makeup, just lined my eyes, applied a bit of blush, and painted my lips in a nude color. For clothing, I chose a short, flared black dress. Black tights and black heeled booties, what color? Black. The look was casual and appropriate, considering the town was mourning again.