Chapter 18

• I was paralyzed, speechless, suddenly feeling like I couldn't breathe. My heart started beating faster than usual. Now I think about everything I've been through in the short time I've been living here. I never thought that coming here I would find Kayler, well, at first I didn't like him, I admit, but for some strange reason that hatred faded away and something else grew... Something I can't explain but now the idea of being without him terrifies me, now I just want to have him close to me, I miss him when he's not around. It's like an anxiety towards something. It's like my drug.
• Now that I have him in front of me, under the moonlight, asking me to be his girlfriend is, without a doubt, incredible. Who would have thought that someone like Kayler would say cheesy words like the ones he said, it doesn't seem strange to me, but rather sweet. Too much. But what if he's playing with me? What if I end up with a broken heart? I don't want to suffer, although I think I'm already too deep in if I want to get out, besides Kayler seems... Sincere. Just now I notice him impatient. I can see his dilated pupils as he watches me.
• "Kayler, this is... "I began to say." I never thought that you..."