Chapter 40 Conflicted Part 5 1 of 2

• Abijah POV
• Shawn picks us up and we go to Incredi-Roll skate rink. We had a blast, there's arcades, a bouncy house, Lazer tag and skating. It was extremely fun but after about four hours I was ready to get home. Because I had made up my mind that tonight I was going to lose my virginity to the man I loved! We were in my bed and he reaches for the oil but I stopped him, he looks puzzled. "You don't want to baby?" I nod, "I do.. but I want the real thing tonight. I'm ready to give you.. all of me." I say staring lovingly at him, cupping his handsome face. Words couldn't describe the look of amazement in his features. "I'm gonna make love to you, Sweetness. Over and over again until you have my pups." He promises, I bite my lip in anticipation and whispered, "Do it, Honey, I'm all yours!"
• He wasn't rough like he usually is. He takes his time and literally licks me from head to toe. My whole being is super sensitive and aware of his massive self over me. I mean I'm only 5'5" and he's 6'6", I feel like he can swallow me up sometimes. I love how big he is! I lick him also loving the sounds I make come out of him. When he positions himself over me to finally do the deed. I noticed that he wasn't hard.. Which is weird considering that he's nearly Always Hard! After awhile of waiting I grow impatient. I look up to see him frowning deeply, he looks pissed!