Chapter 131 Unlovable
- Gina hummed a song as she drove her car... a lingering smile on her face and her heart filled with so much joy as she came to a halt in front of Charles bar... she picked up her bag and left her car hurriedly because she couldn't wait to see him... but the smile on her face immediately dwindled when she walked into the bar, her heart dropping as she stared at Charles... he had the brightest smile on his face, the smile that melted her heart, but what made her stop was the fact that a lady was seated close to him at the counter... she was stunning and also had a bright smile on her face. The lady laughed because of what Charles said to her, and Gina felt and immediately pang of jealousy slip into her heart... she immediately turned and walked out of the bar before Charles could see her... her blood boiling as she walked quickly to her car and unlocked it... "Who is she?" Gina muttered as she dropped her bag and was about to start her car engine, but then she froze and stopped... she ran her hand through her hair and tried to catch her breath when she realised she was overreacting... it could have just been a friend that he was close with, she thought and gripped her steering wheel... she sat there for a while, trying to get her emotions under control. Her whole body was trembling a little as different thoughts started to pop up in her mind... what if he was cheating on her? What if he didn't like her anymore and liked someone else... did he deceive her? Did he play her? No, he would never do a thing like that to her? she tried to convince herself, but the thought kept plaguing her mind... And then when she finally decided to go in and clear her doubt, Gina watched as the door to the bar opened and Charles walked out with the pretty lady, both still talking and laughing... He walked the lady to her car and hugged her with a warm hug, and Gina almost lost it... she slammed her hand angrily into her steering wheel, and her chest started to heave in anger... "Get your filthy arms off him!" she said in a low voice and came out of her car looking completely enraged... the lady had gotten into her car and driven off by the time Charles looked and saw Gina approaching a smile appeared on his face when he saw her and he was about to walk up to her and hold her in his arms when he saw the deadly look on her face... she looked more than mad...
- "Gina," He called her name softly, thinking that someone had upset her and she had come to vent... "Who the hell was that!" Gina said to him, and Charles froze, looking confused as h*ll... "Who the f*ck was that Charles!" Gina said, trying her best not to raise her voice, but she failed; her blood was filled with jealousy, and she couldn't calm down... "Gina, what are you talking about. come on, let's talk inside, "Charles said and tried to take Gina's hand, but she immediately took a step away from him and swatted his hand away... "She is just a friend, Gina... she is my friend from college. ", Charles tried to explain to Gina, confused about her reaction... "Are you sure she is just a friend?" Gina asked, and Charles nodded... Gina turned away from Charles and tried to take a deep breath. She was finally calming down from her explosion, but now she felt ashamed of herself that she reacted that way and acted like a jealous, deranged girlfriend... She had no idea what was wrong with her and wished that for once, she could act normal, but when she saw Charles hugging another woman, she felt abandoned... the feeling was overwhelming and made her react that way... she face palmed herself and blinked back they were threatening to fall from her eyes "Gina" Charles called out to he softly and Gina slowly turned to look at him "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have reacted that way...I'm sorry," She said, and Charles nodded... "it's alright," Charles said and took her hand... he led her into his bar and straight to his private room while Gina remained silent, her heart racing in her chest...
- Charles made her seat, he knelt in front of her and held her hand... "I would never do anything to hurt you, Gina..." He assured and brought her fingers to his lips and planted a soft kiss in an attempt to soothe her... Gina's heart melted as she stared at Charles. He was calm and nice to her. He made her feel loved and wanted... even after what she did, he wasn't mad, but was patient... "I'm sorry. I acted without thinking," Gina said in a loving voice; the memory of when she had almost run Alex and Juliet over with her car invaded her memories, and she felt sick... Sometimes she had no idea why she acted that way, it started when she was a child and after her mother had left, back then no one gave her the attention she needed, and her father seemed to avoid her, probably because she reminded him of her mother, she was left with trying to look for his love and attention and it has stuck with her... She hated when no one gave her attention. It made her hate herself and feel like she was unlovable... Gina felt her eyes blur with tears, and her head immediately hung low as the tears escaped her eyes... The way Charles treated her made her so happy and filled her heart up, he started to fill up all the places that had been empty in her heart for so many years... and she never wanted to be without him... she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him because she loved him...