Chapter 7

• He laid me gently on bed and parted my legs, at an angle of about 1800. He started licked my inner thighs as he played with my breast in a circular motion. He uncapped my bra and threw it on bed. He pulled my pant aside and inserted one finger. I liked how he pushed it in and out, in and out. The feeling was heavenly. He removed my pant and starting licking me until I told him that I was ready for him. ‘Not yet”, he said. He turned his back towards my head where I could comfortable suck his penis. I sucked on it as he licked me. Finally, he lay on me and inserted his huge penis, slowly by slowly. It was painful. I cursed having agreed to come this far. It was a pain that I never imagined. Blood was oozing and he was just thrusting and thrusting in me. Somehow the pain reduced and I started feeling a bit of pleasure. There is something he did that made me feel as if I was on top of the world. Finally, his breath intensified and he moved faster and harder until he was done.
• The bed was covered with blood. I felt sore and sweet and loved. Finally, this handsome man had made love to me. I knew I would come for more and more. He held me tight and told me how he wished I would stay longer. We rushed to the bathroom and showered together. Then somehow found our way back to the field without anyone getting suspicious. That was just the beginning of our many sex escapades.
• When we got back to the field, Mr. Komen had already left the computer room and joined the rest in the field. He looked at me suspiciously. He walked to where I was standing and asked me where I had been. This is a man who had been after me since I joined the school. He notices everything about me, even a black fly on my hair. He came closer and asked me where ‘we’ had gone to. “I hope that guy is not hitting on you, coz I swear I will kill him. You are mine, only mine. Hata ukinikataa” How could he get that jealous? I had nothing to do with him and he knew that very well. He drew closer to me and told me that I smelled fresh, not like someone who had spent the day jumping up and down in the field with all the activity of the day. At some point, I suspected that he had seen us go in or out of the teachers’ quarters but I brushed his statement off.The competition went on well and even the teachers participated.
• There was the 400mtrs relay that the teachers participated. These people can really run. They were the winners for that particular race. The recording tents had nice music in the background. There were girls in uniform who helped in selecting the music. Those girls who wore knee length skirts. They looked classy and sophisticated. I could see them eyeing my Ray, but he gave them no attention. I knew how they had admired him, especially now that he was wearing a t-shirt which revealed his well build chest. Our eyes crossed on several occasions, since I was not so far from the recording tent. He gave me a sexy look and charming smile and I couldn’t help but remember what had transpired between us a while ago.
• In the evening, the final tally had been made and we all gathered there to know how our teams had performed. Mr. Ray was to announce the results. He stood there and started reading out the results. His voice is like melody to my ears. He sends me to the world of imagination. The winners of several categories were called and awarded. Finally the winning team was announced. Our dormitory emerged the winner. The award for the winning team was biscuits and sweets. In our high school days eating biscuits was like manna from heaven. We were very excited. The dormitory prefect was called and handed the package. We left to freshen up and watch television later in the evening.
• The week that followed, I could not get enough of this magical man. Whenever I bumped into him he could give me that look of possession and smile at me. When the situation was favorable, he would ask when we would ‘meet’ next. I missed being with him too. But he was robbing me of my senses. I no longer concentrated in class when he taught. At times I would find myself left behind as he dictated the notes to us. I found myself copying from my desk mate after the lesson. She could not understand what was wrong with me. I was always fast in writing, always had been, but now these physics lessons with Mr. Raymond made me slow. She even asked me why I do not write as fast as in other times. “Is it his refined English that you don’t understand?” she asked. It was my world of fantasy that was driving crazy. I could not even revise physics because I would just imagine being with my prince charming.
• I didn’t know he had so much effect on me, until we sat for our CAT 2 examinations. I scored 70 in the paper. This was the lowest I ever scored in physics. I was always the first in Physics. In fact, I always carried the tag,’ best in physics’. Mr. Raymond was very disappointed in me. He called me and asked if he is such a bad teacher. “I have looked at your performance record and seen that this is your worst performance. Do you now tell me that I cannot teach my woman well?” he said. See me in the evening.
• In the evening I went to the staff room and met him there. He was in the company of the teachers on duty. The teachers on duty were my immediate former physics teacher, the one who stepped aside for Mr.
• Raymond to teach us for the term and another one who never taught me. I was asked to sit and discuss the problem with them. Mr. Ray asked if he was a bad teacher and I said no. The other teacher asked if I had gotten a boyfriend who had been distracting my studies. How could I answer that question? The man who had caused all this damage was there looking at me and expecting answer. After a long lecture from the three of them, Mr.
• Raymond told me that he needed to see improvement and he would not take anything less than that. I left the staffroom at around 8 p.m and headed to class for evening preps. Ray excused himself almost immediately and told the others that he was done for the day.