Chapter 24 Beautiful Browns - Part Il

• Weeks flew by as I hunted scholars, libraries, packs and everything in my way to find a single answer for my questions. But no matter what I did, where I went, I received nothing. And upon my return to my lands, I found myself walking into the packhouse and in search of that female. The female guard watching over Nesta provided me all the information I needed, and I found myself throwing the door open of her room. As expected, I found her curled up in a ball on the bed. Her head turned at me and my lips were pulled back into a threatening snarl. She had lost weight tremendously, looked sicker and weaker. I don’t remember what I had said to her that day, all I remember is that I was enraged and her dead eyes staring at me.
• A few weeks went by, and things were far from normal. I slowly found myself lurking in the shadows, watching over her. I watched as she slowly pulled herself out of her self confinement and start working in a garden. I watched she smiled and cried. I watched as her belly slowly started growing. I watched as she slowly pushed me over the edge even without doing anything. And I found myself in bed with my Luna, thinking of her. Such a horrible male I am. And I feel terrible of what was happening, but I couldn’t restrain myself, I could not stop.
• And that day, I lost control as my Luna kept screaming my name telling me to mark her again. So I did, I marked her over and over again. While I was riding down my ecstasy with my Luna in my arms, unknown to me, the female who drove me crazy suffered.