Chapter 8 Little Secret Turns Ashes 7

• ANOTHER SHOCKING THING I SAW that pulls my liver out of my chest, I held in my palm was, Miss Gladys kissing a slot at a corner of the RLG building. I can't believe my eyes. At first, I thought I was dreaming but when she walks out of the darkness to a dim shadow of the night, my mind records the smile on her face. "This is unbelievable!”
• I said to myself. Quickly, I ran back to check on Daisy to say what I saw but I can't find him. I asked him from a beautiful lady, I guess is in her thirties. She replied, "please boy, I don't know who Daisy is".
• I tried to describe Daisy's face but the lady was all for herself, smoking the world to death and waggling her slim complexion beautiful legs. I was lost seeing those beautiful legs, the red light glow. My mind was wrapped with imagination I can't tear away.
• She notices I was lost in thought. She stood up and said "Handsome...are you looking for Dammm...you said you are." With relief heart, I replied to her "of course, damsel, I am looking for Daisy." In her funny way, she asked, do you want to taste what God punishes the innocent Adam and Eve or you what to....? She puffs the thick smoke from her red lip.
• I became a statue, not knowing what to say again. My imagination ran off my head, I saw standing before me nude. Pumping the lovely breast, in my eyes is she is blessed with. Imagining how she made a whole of me where my gunk litters on her beautiful skin, I lay my head-on.
• This is what was warring in my head when I asked about the whereabouts of Daisy. When I regain my consciousness, she has left. The next I will see is fellow students holding each other and ducking each other surprisingly, I know, living in the same dormitory. I said to myself...."this is what holiness must bow for".
• While weaving my imagination in my lip as I pick it on my feet. Daisy from nowhere I can't fathom, tap me and said "let go back to the dormitory." Heading back, he said "Emiz, there is something I need to tellWhat is it? I said. He looked at me and sighs.....I suspected something was wrong. Something isn't fine about him when he intends to tell me before I interrupted. Maybe, as I presume, sketching the look of his face in my mind and how his words gush out from his lip. I suspected, maybe, his grade has a lot of holes, he needs to patch before next term.
• But on the other side of my mind, Daisy bashed me with something different. "I lied", he said. "You did what"? I lied. "What are you trying to say Daisy" I replied him with a costume face. "It is about the whole thing I said at RLG", he said. "What about it"? I became serious.
• The lady and I were at her place. The lady you asked of, I lied about, who tore the veil. I then asked him....you mean the sexual encounter? He nods. "That is nothing...." I replied him. But he wanted to continue....immediately, I kissed him. This was after we left RLG. We got to the dormitory at the time, Hill Crest ordered students to be.
• He was shocked at me and said "Emiz for...." before he could finish the sentence. I went for his dick....pull down his jeanss and started romancing him. I did that for ten minutes without stopping. I tried not to allow him to moan, so the boys next to us won't hear --- in our room, we are four but two just graduated after last term exam and finally move their belongings two weeks ago.
• Until Daisy spill, he never screams but wonders what I did. He wanted to say another...I kiss him and whisper to his ears....” please, let’s this day a secret in our lips so the walls won't sanction".
• He nods his head and said, "I promise, no one will know about this." I smile and continued. "For, it will be better we never say our little secret to anyone, so it won't be ashes." I held his wrist with these words: "I don't want what happened to people, to us." "I will...." we held steps approaching towards the dormitory.
• Quickly, we adjusted ourselves and went to our separate beds. Being the first act, we never went naked but just a pull of Daisy's pants. After the steps into silence, with keen eyes, Daisy said "I amazed me. I shock the world while hiding inside pretense."
• "Sometimes, it's like that." I never want him to know what happens the other night when I saw Miss Gladys. Telling Daisy might awaken the dead of his inability, to control whispering to his ears, of what the eyes saw. He mightn't be able to cap it but blow to the air when is not right. So, I decided to lock it in my mind.
• Within me, I am afraid that someday, Hill Crest will know and decide to grind our bones with unbearable punishment, by exorcizing us for immorality and sexual abomination as most religious beliefs proscribed it. I looked at Daisy while asleep, imagining myself to be him, the shock of me kissing him even when he was the first to crest his name on my lip at RLG; won't leave his imagination.
• His eyes don't lie when I kissed him. His blood was warm. His dick tasted like pie. It is very soft to bite. The gunk that came out was marvelous. I felt the heart of Daisy in my palm. It is very gentle and cool. I felt I should write something about it. The day a lot of secrets are not known.
• I was careful not to voice out....fearing the worst might happen if the world hits back at Daisy and I, and all those living in secret the life they choose to live but afraid of what dogmatic state or state-dogma shall do to us. I can imagine the flesh might not bear if the mask of Hill Crest, decides to burn us. On another side of my head, I am happy about letting out my desire to fill the empty cup, I hold.