Chapter 13 Little Secret Turns Ashes 12

• "WHAT SECRET?" I ASK WITH curiosity but Steve refuses to say further. Instead, he said, "when is time, you will know, Emiz." This conversation was when Steve and I met at the library corridor. When he develops passion for me (and still does) and expresses the way he feels about me.
• He said this in a calm and romantic way, I got lost in the tunnel of his words. No doubt, Steve also has been worried about the sharp claws of HCBS on us, who are not conventional.
• Felix, who is the new librarian, I guess didn't know about these things. He relates with Damsy and I in a chummy manner. He hasn't suspected anything that I am gay as other boys who hide in their prosecution. Felix sees me as one dove that can't hunt a flea. As a librarian, he is.