After a fun lunch with the guys, I leave the kitchen and make my way to my room upstairs. As I walk to my door, I am very aware of the room Zayne stayed in last night. I sneak over to the door and peer in since it was slightly open. I look around, but Sienna is nowhere in sight, and neither are their bags. Good, they moved, which makes me happy since I do not want to room next to them and hear any of the sex I am sure they’ll be having. I groan at the thought of Sienna touching him or kissing him, especially after he kisses me. I sigh as I enter my room and plop down on the bed. The kiss yesterday was something I can’t stop thinking about, his warm lips pressed against mine, his hands exploring my curves.
Ugh, I have a boyfriend. I can’t keep thinking about this. I’m not a cheater, and I love Danuel, so I need to get control of these feelings I have for Zayne. This is especially true since Danuel arrives soon, although Zayne will probably be with Sienna instead of focusing on Danuel and me. Ugh, Sienna, she’s still a raging bitch, pretending she doesn’t know my name. I roll my eyes; hopefully, I can avoid her this trip but avoiding her means avoiding Zayne since she likes to stick to him like glue. Well, maybe that’s a good thing, so it doesn’t get awkward with us all being together. I’m still so annoyed with him for inviting her. I understand he needs someone to cope with the heartache because initially, that is why I kept Danuel around. What I don’t get is why it has to be Sienna. He can get any girl he wants, yet he keeps going back to that raccoon-eye bitch. Even Sundae would have been a better alternative to that annoying bimbo.
“Arrrggggggg,” I scream in frustration punching my pillow. This week would be hard enough to navigate my feelings for Zayne and Danuel without her snide remarks. I sigh, I know I decided to stay with Danuel, but my heart is putting up a real fight. I keep wanting to be with Zayne, touch him, kiss him, and tell him how much I love him. The urge was so strong last night I got out of my bed and sought him out to be around him. But how can I be true to Danuel when my heart is clearly with Zayne? Danuel deserves better after all he’s put up with, so I have to love him harder. I grab my book, hoping to get lost in the pages of the book so that I can forget about Sienna, and more importantly, my emotional troubles.