Chapter 67

• The question now was how did I stop it? Suzanne had given me a lot to think about and some homework. I would try it because I wanted to get better. I didn’t want Lorraine to have a hold on me for the rest of my life. If I wanted a family one day, I had to get over this.
• Suzanne’s advice was controversial to say the least. My problem was sexual intimacy with someone else, so she suggested that I used a fantasy because masturbation wasn’t a problem. Consensual sex with someone you loved was something I had yet to experience.
• Driving home I kept thinking about all of it. At some point I’d have to tell Alexander and my brothers. It was a secret that I’d kept for too long. I was still lost in thought as I parked my car and headed up to my penthouse in the elevator.