Chapter 11

• I had told them bits and pieces of my past, but I never mentioned Lorraine, telling Joe that secret had made me realize that someone like Alexander would not just let it go. He’d drag me back to New York and have her arrested and I really couldn’t imagine myself telling this story in court and having people laugh at me.
• I doubted that anyone would believe me, I mean, she was a woman and I’d gotten an erection, hell I even ejaculated every time. I’d done other things too, touched her and made her reach orgasm. She’d taught me everything I knew, and I couldn’t imagine telling that story to anyone else.
• As much as I loved Alexander and my brothers, there was no way I was going through that public humiliation. Alexander had eventually canceled my sessions with my therapist once I started talking to them. I changed in ways I never thought I would, and I became a big brother.