Chapter 70 Silently Seeking

• ~Evan~
• My mind was all over the place, and I had to get some air. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret anything that happened last night. I’m just stunned. I mean, I never thought I’d see Neela ever again. I didn’t want to see her ever again. She reached into my chest and ripped my heart out.
• I went from being left by her to nursing her back to health. We have gotten closer and have been parenting our son together. I’ve been trying to keep my distance because of our past, but I just couldn’t stop last night from happening. I realized that I still loved this woman. I probably never stopped loving her, even though I couldn’t stand her. My feelings for Neela overwhelmed me, and I just needed air.