Chapter 61 Nicole

• ‘Did Nicholas really feel like I dumped him after using him?’I lay awake, my mind racing with thoughts of my conversation with my mother. I couldn't help but feel guilty about it.
• I should call Nicholas, I should explain myself to him. But what would I say to him? How can I explain my actions without sounding selfish?
• I had been trying to come up with a reasonable excuse, but my brain was a blank slate, nothing came up.