Chapter 46 Nicole

• A month before Nicole and Nicholas's wedding.
• I couldn't shake off the feeling of dread that had threatened to suffocate me. Worry was an understatement of what I was feeling. I was consumed by a sense of impending destruction.
• Regret and self-blame threatened to envelop me, making my stomach churn. If only I had acted sooner, if only I had gotten married to Nicholas immediately. If only I didn't waste time with marriage. Why did I ever give Nicholas time to think about it?