Chapter 88 Carina

• Shopping is more fun than I thought it would be. Since we don't know the gender, we have to buy unisex clothes but they're all so adorable. I can imagine my baby in them and miraculously it makes me excited. Finally, I'm ready to be a mother. I think. There is something about a baby store that makes you feel, I don't know, happy to have a kid? Deep down I'm still scared but not as much as I was when I first found out. After seeing all these things, I'm somehow on my way to coming to terms with it. Who knew being a parent needed psychological preparation?
• I haven't heard anything from Cris. Not a call or text or even a message sent by a pigeon. I don't know what he's thinking about but Paulo was right. I have no right to be mad at him when I'm also keeping something from him. If he finds out about it and knows that I didn't tell him then I reckon he'll be a lot more pissed than I am. We've only gotten back and I'm thinking of calling him when I spot some of the guys getting in a van.
• "What's happening?"