Chapter 21 Cristiano

• I could kill someone, anyone would do right now. Normally when someone crosses me, I just put a bullet between their eyes. Or torture them until I feel better. But this time the culprit is nowhere to be found. All I have is his wife and kids. Unless he comes back for them, they're useless to me. I hate that Fausto put me in this position. It doesn't matter if I find him or not, I will have to trust a complete stranger with my books. Finding someone I can trust again will be a pain.
• He used to be one of my rival's accountant. The guy tried to steal from me in a deal and I finished him off. When Fausto pleaded with me saying he could be useful, I believed him and he has never let me down until now. I hate traitors. I would prefer you try to kill me rather than betray me. If he's not dead yet, I won't feel good killing him. After all, he's served me well. But what has to happen will happen. Even if he decides to give me back the money he stole, he will still die. For both our sakes, I hope he hasn't told anyone about where my money is or I will bury him together with his family.
• Pushing my legs to go faster, I run like someone who's preparing for a marathon. Every part of my body is burning but I don't care. I have to release some tension and I'm hoping that while I'm at it, I can forget Marianna's eyes. I managed to see her for a few minutes before Paulo found me in her room and told me to leave. The thing is even if he hadn't told me to, I still would have left. I can't stand seeing her that way, knowing I was the cause. Have I mentioned how much I want to kill that fucker Paulo too? I feel like I've been pouring money down the drain. What's the use of paying someone for information if they don't give you the most important bits?