Chapter 132 Carina

• Yawning, I stretch before getting out of bed. It's sunny today. Just my kind of day. While I'm taking a shower, I wonder what I should do. Normally I stay inside cleaning up the place, doing laundry, binge-watching movies, and doing anything that will keep me from going outside and socializing with other people. But I'm tired of staying at home.
• This isn't really who I am. I love shopping, going to clubs, traveling, outdoor activities. Locking myself up has started to suffocate me. Living like this is what I used to hate the most. However, now that I'm free, I find myself doing it and I hate it. I don't want this. I can't live like this forever.
• I grieved for my baby and I will forever continue to do so but I'm done putting my life on hold. After the breakdown I had that day at Cris's place, I decided to put some distance between us. I couldn't risk bumping into him ever again, so I left the country. What is the best place to start over? In the city that never sleeps. New York.