Chapter 120 Marco

• I feel like an idiot for telling Carina the truth knowing it might send her back into De Luca's arms but it couldn't be helped. If I'm looking for something real -and that is exactly what I want with her- then I can't start off with lies. In the world we live in, most relationships are based on lies and betrayals. I've had countless whores try to pin their pregnancies on me just so they could get their hands on my money or last name.
• I have been to almost every part of this world and seen the good, the bad, and the ugly. Men and women suffering because of the choices they've made. That is not what I'm after. The last thing I want to do is have any regrets in my life and I would have regretted lying to Carina. I've experienced firsthand the consequences of lies. It's more or less the same thing De Luca is going through right now.
• I wasn't always a Schiavone. After I was born, my paranoid father sent me to live with relatives. An aunt and uncle whom I thought were my parents. They lived in a small picturesque village and had a two-bedroom house. Back then I'd been happy. My last name was Giudice and I was a normal child. They adored me, gave me anything I wanted, and made sure I was happy.