Chapter 46

• Judy with them stepped inside the car, we drove back to the mansion. After reaching the mansion, Paul brought the shopping bags inside. Inside, the living room was full of people hurrying. They were busy doing their work that they didn’t notice any of us working inside. They were walking past us decorating the living room, I walked directly into my room and noticed people cleaning my room, I was getting irritated by this. I turned around and stepped outside the room, I walked straight out of the mansion, I walked into the garden and sat down on a stone bench, I sighed and raised my head up. “God!”
• My mind automatically reminded me of him, His face, His smile and his arrogant smirk. I miss him, his touch on my skin, his breath on my neck, his deep voice which gives me goosebumps, his hugs, everything. I never thought I would fall madly in love with a man like him.
• The things Paul said made me regret my decision of leaving him, I was wrong I should have given him a chance to talk, This is all my fault. Because of me, he turned into a completely different person. I have to change him, but not like this I can’t marry him. This is not the only option. There has to be another way to change him. I understood why he wants to marry me. I heard him say that last night, he wanted me to suffer just like he suffered the last 6months, I suffered too. It wasn't easy for me to live without him. I love him, I wanted to run back to him but I know I can’t do that, I thought he’ll come back, he’ll explain things to me, he’ll promise me he would never do that again, but it never happened, he never came. I waited and waited for him. One day he came back with what? A contract to marry him, This is ridiculous.