Chapter 19 Chapter Eighteen

By night, Lillian laid on her bed, she wasn't comfortable knowing that Shane is waiting for her and she wasn't going to go meet him, she kept tossing and turning, her heart beating in a frenzy but she refused to get up, it's better this way, at least he won't force her to listen to his reasons and if she continue like this for a few more days, his love for her will die away.
She can't lose this job, her mother's health depends on the salary she gets, so she can't get on Margaret's black book, she mustn't make her fire her, no, she needs the job, even if it means turning her back to the sweet ecstasy of the arms of the man she loves, she has to keep the job and Shane has to understand. Believing strongly on that, she tried to force herself to sleep.
"Lilly?" Nora called softly as she slowly rise from her bed, "aren't you taking coffee to sir Shane tonight?"