Chapter 62 The Moment Of Confession

• I open the door to my house, feeling a deep nervousness inside me. I leave the keys on the countertop and take a quick look around, hoping to see Adrien there. I glance at the wall clock and notice there's half an hour until Adrien arrives. I decide to use that time to take a quick shower, hoping it will help me calm down a bit. I know what I'm about to tell him won't be easy. No matter how much I've mentally prepared myself, you’re never fully ready for such a delicate conversation.
• After taking a shower, I decide to put on something comfortable. I opt for soft flannel pants and a tank top that allows me to move freely. Then, I walk to the kitchen to make myself a comforting cup of tea, hoping the warmth and aroma of the infusion will help soothe my lingering nerves. I choose an herbal tea that I usually drink in moments of distress and anxiety. I lean against the kitchen counter, holding the warm cup between my hands, hoping it will give me the strength to face the difficult conversation ahead.
• The memory of Will confessing his love hits me like a slap, making me feel deeply guilty for having played with someone else's feelings. This revelation stirs up mixed emotions in me because, on the other hand, Adrien, despite our complicated past, has been a dedicated and loving husband in these last few weeks. Now, more than ever, I appreciate Adrien and fear losing him because of my mistake. This situation is creating a heavy pressure in my chest.