Chapter 76 I Need Gasoline! Lots Of Gasoline!

• I manage to hear everything that is happening around me, but I can't move.
• Sergei places my head on his lap, and that weak smile on his lips and those eyes as blue as the infinite ocean make me realize that this is more serious than I thought. I hide my face in his stomach, trying to imagine that this is just a nightmare. I clench my fists because maybe this is what Jessica wanted, and I think she has succeeded.
• I close my eyes and the flash of the journalists' cameras comes to my mind; maybe tomorrow everything will be worse. Perhaps my family's company will suffer because of my damn mistakes. I shouldn't have let her provoke me, of course I shouldn't have done it. But how do I turn back time? Can anyone help me? I can feel my chest and my will to live sinking into the abyss. I am considering that the word "Happiness" was not included in my life.