Chapter 45 I'm Eager To Know How My First Time Feels

• 7 rings by Ariana Grande plays in the background, Chaina takes my hand to go to the bar and order something to drink. There are many top people in this place. I can see women dressed in expensive clothes and I laugh because even if they want to look like golden ladies, they will never achieve it with the bad taste they have.
• I place my mouth on the edge of the glass and take a sip of the sweet liquid, fanning my face with the palm of my hand to push away the hot air that makes me sweat more. It's too hot in this place. My twin sister and Maya start dancing sensually on the dance floor when they hear a trendy song. Sandara is so different from me and sometimes I think she is what I cannot be.
• Normal and free from this disease.