Chapter 17 Warning

Becca sat still in the bathtub, allowing herself to feel the weight of her emotions. Tears flowed freely down her cheeks, mingling with conflicting thoughts and feelings. In that moment, she experienced a mix of both pleasure and shame, feeling torn between the enjoyment she had felt during her encounter with Kai and the guilt she harbored for finding solace in the arms of her captor.
"Why did I let myself enjoy it?" she whispered, her voice filled with self-condemnation. "He took advantage of me, deflowered me against my will." Her words hung heavy in the air as she rested her head against the cool edge of the tub, contemplating the consequences of her actions.
As doubts filled her mind, Becca couldn't help but question her worth. She bit her lower lip, a desperate attempt to suppress the overwhelming emotions coursing through her. "Is this what my life has come to? Am I just a plaything, a disposable object for Kai's amusement?" The weight of her own disappointment settled upon her, leaving her feeling disillusioned with the path her life had taken.