Trying to be strong for a couple of days and then I broke down. It proves me enough that I was already in love with Isaac. I pitied myself for feeling like this. I feel like an idiot all of the sudden.
I was walking to the garden when I started to remember all the moments of me and Isaac together. Tears started to come out from my eyes without me knowing. I was a little depressed to be honest with this sudden break up.
I never saw it coming. I thought we will stay together until I have to go back to Sweden.
I guess it's better this way. If I stay with him longer, I won't be able to let him go.