Chapter 49 Will I Ever Learn?

• Hearing the door unlock and then watching as she walks out of the bathroom with tear-stained eyes and a firm frown on her face, I know that I will never be able to change what I did. The only problem is that I have no clue, why I did it in the first place. Does it really matter anyways? Now, the most important question is if she will ever forgive me.
• Honestly, if I had seen Arabella get excited over another man and let him touch her the way Omega Kelly touched me, I seriously don’t think that I would ever be able to forgive her. Matter of fact, I probably would kill the man and then make sure she never did it again, because I can see both sides of this. So, with heavy heart, I follow her to the bed and quietly put my hand on her side after climbing in next to her.
• At the moment, she is lying on her side with her eyes closed, so I scoot closer to her and snuggle. She is probably wishing that I leave her alone, but I can’t because there are so many things left unspoken and I need to get them out in the open. When she turns to me before I get the chance to ask, she asks softly with sorrow in her eyes, “Why? And how could you, I was right here?”