Chapter 78 His Touches, Presend, Warmth

• I D R I S
• Old pictures of Texas and I were leaked online during his wake, and I believe Nash had something to do with it because the three of them, along with Texas' parents, filed a lawsuit against the management who had forced Texas to keep working without giving him a break despite the obvious signs of mental instability and depression, causing Texas to lead a life into more destruction. Fans of Texas joined forces to support the band and to sign a petition asking for the band's management to be looked into for violating the talent’s contract and letting Texas work despite going through mental health issues and depression. Talents are always given the maximum amount of rest for their mental health in order to prevent mental weariness, which frequently results in despair and suicide.
• During Texas’ burial, the entire world was terribly heartbroken, grieved, and mourned for his untimely passing. The people who cared about him and stood by him gathered with us as he was laid to rest. There were so many fans, so many paparazzis and so many people who cried. His parents wanted me to make a speech since, after all, I was the closest person to Texas. Since I knew that his fans would be curious about things they do not know, especially the relationship I had with him, I was at first hesitant to accept that role. But I also understood that this was the last opportunity I would ever have to give the world—and his fans—a final chance to see how I felt about Texas and how Texas felt about me. Due to his management, Texas was unable to speak for himself the whole time about the truth. I wanted to fill that role. Since he is no longer with us and it is now too late, I wanted to speak for him to at least have the sense of setting his shame and guilt free.