Chapter 77 Actually Commit

• I D R I S
• “Months after we left Seattle he was getting more inclined and dependent on alcohol.” Ricky speaks softly with so much regret in his eyes as he was staring at his hands. “We tried to join him as often as we could so he would not feel alone drinking, but we did not really know that he had been drinking almost everyday and spiking his coffee with vodka on a daily basis.”
• “We just wish…” Bill’s voice shakes as he moves his head up to stop his tears from falling. “We just wish that we knew what he was actually going through when he was alone… We…” He clenched his fist and hit the couch that he was sitting on with his hand, causing more emotion to get much heavier than earlier bringing more tears to our eyes. “We should have forced him to tell us what was happening to him…”