Chapter 8

• I cried almost all night because of what happened.  Many came to my mind and I planned to apologize to Smael, but it was no longer in his room.
• I did nothing but use my cellphone only.  When we eat or help cook, I don't tell them what happened, I'm just on my mind.  I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about how I can talk to, Smael.  Because even if I call his number I can't be reached.
• Is he that mad at me?
• It's been four days and Smael is still gone, so I'm even sadder, I keep calling his number but it always turns off.
• Even though I regretted what I did, it was too late because I just thought it would be my fault,
• "Hija you ate already."
• I raised my face as I pondered deeply here kitchen while sitting.  "Mother Emma, was it wrong for me to take medicine to keep from getting pregnant?"  later I asked because I wanted to hear other advice.  I'm also really at fault because I wanted and accepted that medicine.
• "I know you're a good kid and I understand if you're just thinking to yourself, we don't know why Smael said that. Even if I'm confused with him, there's only one possible reason."  it still hangs on to what to say.  "Maybe he really wants to have children with you or maybe he already has feelings for you and he just won't admit it."
• Mother Emma's advice because I told her what happened to Smael and me because I can't be quiet.  I also don't know if I'll be happy with what Mom Emma said, but I don't want to rely on that.
• "Are you? Do you have feelings for Smael?"
• I was stunned by what Mom Emma said.  "I don't know, but I'm happy when he's there and now that he's gone I'm very sad."  my answer is weak.
• "I understand how you feel because almost everyone likes, Smael. He already has the dream of a woman, but Smael doesn't have it in his mind. He doesn't want to have a family because he might lose it too maybe like losing his parent."
• I suddenly remembered what Mother Emma told me in the past so I kept quiet.
• "Smael is just living, for money and evil deeds, like killing, is just like a toy to him. There used to be a lot of housemaids here who were men and women, but all that disappeared because a little mistake was the gun he had judging. "
• My mouth dropped open in fear and I suddenly remembered myself.  After our conversation, we ate well.  I always went with them, after that, I went up again and brought to mind what we had talked about with, Mother Emma.
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• I woke up and I noticed the silence, I looked out the window still dark.  I checked the time on the cellphone, it should be early in the morning.
• Where are you Smael?  Haven't you come home yet?
• My mind spoke as I looked at the cellphone next to my bed.  I just sighed and got off the bed, wearing soft shorts and a loose white t-shirt.  I thought of going down to brew coffee because I can't sleep anymore.
• Quietly at the chin, as I descended the stairs, I walked slowly so as not to create noise because I knew other people were asleep there.  When I came to the kitchen door I was stunned to enter when I heard a familiar voice and someone was talking.  I don't know why but I listened to her talking on the cellphone and because it was turned away she couldn't see me.
• "You said, that stupid woman. It's good for her and Smael is angry with her. She's too delusional and I hope she doesn't get pregnant."
• I was shocked by what I heard because I knew I was what she was saying and I didn’t know how she knew what had happened to Smael and me.  Because I only told Mom Emma.
• "You bitch!"  loudly I said that she faced and she was shocked to see me.  I felt angry because of what I heard.  I didn't even tell Smael that she gave me the medicine and I didn't do that because I was thinking of her too.
• "W-What are you saying ?"  She replied once turning to the sink.
• "You're still denying! Are you happy that Smael got mad at me !?"  I shouted and I touched the end of her hair because she was going to come out.  I don't know why I'm so angry now, I'm disgusted because I miss Smael so much, then this is how I'll know that I look like a fool for her.
• "Ouch! What the! Let me go!"
• I ignored what she said and I shook her hair because of my bite.  I felt her fingernail on my arm because I held my hand on her head.  Until I let her go because we crashed into the table and the things fell there.  I chased her again and she screamed calling Mom Emma and Brenda.  She reached for my hair and we were both holding each other.
• "You're so ambitious!"
• She said more and I pulled her hair down, even more, the more she screamed.  We fell to the floor and there she kicked me, but I did not beat her.
• "Jesus Christ! Elisa, Sonya! You have to stop. Brenda! Come here help me them."
• I don't even care if Mother Emma is here.
• "Elisa, that's enough,"  Brenda yelled at us and forced us to separate.
• Until a strong force pulled at me and a lot of hair got stuck in my hand.  I was going to get rid of the one who pulled me but that hand was really strong.
• "You've stopped."  it was pronounced loudly behind me and I was stunned, I turned to him and I was just so shocked when I saw it, Smael.
• I didn’t expect what happened next because Smael picked me up, and went out of the kitchen.
• "Take me down,"  I said because he didn't have to lift me.  But I heard no answer from him until we got to my room.
• He laid me down on the bed and sat me down, my tears dripped and I don't know why.  It's only now that I got into a fight like that again because I don't want to.  Because I also know how to fight when I know it's too much, that's when I put up with Francis' parents, because that's his mother I have to live with.  But I couldn't stop that Sonya because I didn't like what I heard from her and I was wondering who she was talking to earlier.
• "You've stopped."
• He said again but I ignored him and looked up at him.
• "I'm mad at Sonya. And I'm mad at you!"  I said and wiped away my tears.
• "Why are you mad with me?"
• I don't know what to answer because, why am I mad with him?
• "Why? Come on, tell me."
• He asked a serious question and I didn't know what to answer because he was just a question so it was especially annoying.
• "Did you miss me?"
• I looked up at him and his eyes met mine, I saw no anger on his face.
• "Yes of course,"  I replied with a bow.
• "I miss you too."
• It was like I heard some good music because of what he said.  I couldn’t speak anymore because he had already kissed me passionately, I didn’t even realize that we had quickly undressed both of our clothes.  We were both naked and eager for each other, we were almost chasing both our breaths.  His lips touched mine again and his hand crawled on my chest and massaged it.
• I moaned in succession as he bit my crown, his lip sliding down my abdomen.  And once again he made his mouth water with my jewel that my body longs for.  Until it seemed to be in a hurry to get into me right away because it was stationed right in front of me and at my mouth, he quickly entered his furious manhood.  Once again, I felt him stretch inside when he came out.
• I was so close behind him that he started moving too fast over me.  He was stunned by his every move and bit my shoulder.  Until it stopped and I’m sure he was out.
• I hugged her and fell asleep next to her with a smile on my lips.  I don't know how long I've been asleep because I felt the massage on both my breasts again.  When Smael opened my eyes, he started again.
• "Smael," I whispered his name because the heat in my body was slowly coming again.  Even my nipple stiffens as he plays with it, I get numb as one of his hands' is on my pussy and he caresses it.  Until he put a hand inside me, I moaned again.
• "Like it?"
• He said this in my main ear and I nodded at him.  After that he once again entered his manhood inside me and even faster now, my chest almost shook hard because of the speed with which he moved.  After that, he put me on top of him again and moved me there.  It was as if I could hear music and I was following the movement of my hips as he held both sides of my butt.
• "Shit!"
• He was soft as he closed his eyes and he moved while holding my hip.  And there I moaned at how delicious he was moving fast and snoring once.  I closed my eyes after that, he hugged me while I was on top of him.
• Just in case it happens Smael, I won’t regret it, now I’m ready.  But I won't be ready when I'm away from you, I love you and I don't know why.  Even if the day comes when you don't like me anymore, maybe that will be the most painful thing that will happen in my life.
• I whispered in my mind as I sat on top of him and leaned on his chest.
• "Stay with me ..."
• I don't know if I was deaf to what Smael said, I looked at him but closed his eyes.
• Did he say that?  My mind screamed.