Chapter 7

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• "Are you here?"  I stuttered and couldn't believe my question as his lips moved away from me.
• "Yes,"  he replied sparingly.
• I couldn’t understand how I was going to react because he just thought my knee was getting softer.
• "Last night, I can't sleep. I miss your whole body,"
• I was devastated by what he said especially in the tone of his voice that seemed to attract me.  He pressed a deep kiss on me again and I was very close to his arm, his hand wrapped around my waist.  I can't understand because I'm going crazy with his kiss
• "Did you miss this?"
• I looked at him again and at his question, his eyes as if you could dissolve.  I clung so tightly to his arm as I fought his eyes.  And I nodded because that's really how I feel now, I miss him totally no matter what he does to me.
• His lips dropped to mine, warm and soft.  His fragrant breath added more heat to my whole body.  Until he led me to bed and there my back landed on the soft bed.  He took off his coat and just dropped it on the floor, followed by his white long sleeve.
• His hand crawled on my leg and caressed me up to my thigh, I could feel his every caress and a little kiss on my neck.  His hand was on my hip and he slowly took off my thin underwear.  Next, he lifted my nightgown, he quickly removed the hook of my bra.  He kissed me again and I felt that kiss hard.  Because of Smael’s delicious kiss, I was drowning too much.
• Chasing the breath he stopped claiming my lips, followed by his hand massaging one of my breasts while his tongue played with my nipple.  One after another, I started to moan because of what he was doing as if I had the flu again and I wanted to be cured of that.
• After that, his lips came down to my navel and his tongue passed through, he lifted my thigh, and there he began to worship my femininity again.  The growl that wanted to get out of my mouth was suppressed because of the tickle and savor I felt inside me.  I can already feel the wetness of mine but Smael still doesn't want to stop, it's as if I'm about to pee and I'm being pulled on his head.
• "Aa ... S-Smael ... That's enough,"  I said as I closed my eyes and raised my hips.
• Until it stopped and bit me, I looked at him without even a single one.  I saw this hard cock again, he caressed it and soon he was ready at my womb.  I close my eyes and prepare myself.
• Until I felt the gradual penetration forward into.  I could feel the hardness until it came out of me, I hugged him because it seemed like I wanted him to put everything in my jewel.  I even felt a little sick because I almost felt like I was in bed.
• After that he turned me around again and lifted my hip, he took my hand and brought it to the end of the bed, and there he held me closest.  The pain and pleasure mixed with his quick thrust into my back, as if I felt something below me as if I was being tickled.  Everything I'm experiencing now with Smael, it's all new to me.
• I thought it was over because he stopped but it wasn't, because he was the one who lay down on the bed and he put me on top of him.  I was still confused but I followed him, I bite my lips for his length to enter me again because I felt it had reached my stomach.
• "Slowly move."
• The voice he told me was husky and I did it, I don't know-how.  But he touched my hip and moved it until he just let me go and I did not realize that my movement was accelerating as his two hands were on both sides of my chest and he refused to squeeze it.
• I moaned and he lowered my body so I hugged him.  I could smell his fragrant neck, while he was the one who moved under while holding my butt and quickly released his cock into my cut.
• We both gasped after that and I couldn't move over him.  I felt like there was a blanket wrapped around my back.  I think Smael covered me with a blanket while on top of him.
• "Stay here."
• He said and closed his eyes, I could feel the movement of his manhood inside me as well as the liquid that entered me.
• Wait? What if I get pregnant?
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• When I woke up my hip was a bit sore and I felt like I didn't stand up.  I noticed that I was the only one here, I noticed that I was wearing a long white sleeve.
• "You're awake, I brought you food because that's what Smael said."  Mother Emma smiled as she entered the door.
• "Yes, but I hope you didn't just bring me, it's embarrassing,"  I replied smiling.
• "Don't think about it, go ahead and eat it while it's still hot."  Mother Emma said again and she walked towards the door.
• "Mother Emma, is Smael already got pregnant with the other woman?"  I seriously question that he cared.
• "Don't worry, because all Smael's women have been he doesn't get pregnant. So don't worry.
• "How did you say that? If he always let me in every time something happens to us?"  I saw in Mother Emma's eyes the shock.
• "How? All I know is any woman who came to him didn't plan on getting pregnant. Because he never dreamed of having a family or a child at all."
• Mother Emma couldn't believe it, and I was also amazed.
• "Maybe you're just assuming too much, Elisa? Because you're saying it's impossible. Because a lot of women have passed by Sir Smael, but everyone we talk to always says that they should get pregnant so that they can chase after Sir. But never that sir and you did that? Why not just Beatrix? "
• I don't know if I'm going to be annoyed with Sonya here, because she's always involved in our conversation.  And I could feel that she didn’t like me, Mom Emma just looked at me to ignore.
• "Why are you here, Sonya?"  Mother Emma asked.
• "I'll just take laundry here the princess."  Sonya's answer raised an eyebrow.
• Mom Emma didn't answer and I also ignored Sonya while she was busy getting the laundry here.
• "But, it's true what I'm saying Mom Emma, I'm thinking what will happen to me when she's pregnant and then when she hates me?"  I spoke again and Mother Emma could not answer, because this was really what was on my mind.
• "If you don't want to get pregnant, I have medicine there. I'll give it to you so you don't have to think about it. Because you're right and you're using your brain well."
• Sonya answered again and he left the room, I thought about what Sonya said. I thought it would be good for me to drink that to be sure because I will be miserable and in case I get pregnant with my child.  But I also wonder why Francis and I didn’t develop even though something rarely happens to us?
• "Oh, there you drink every night, and don't ever forget not to drink that because you're sure to get pregnant."
• I stared at the package of small medicines and couldn't speak, Mom Emma and I looked at each other and just fell silent.  Sonya is gone but it's me holding the medicine and thinking deeply.
• "Think carefully about what is better to do, it's up to you."
• It's as if I heard Mother Emma's advice to me before she left my room because now my mind is arguing and time is running out.  I don’t know if it feels right to me, Smael.  I don’t want to get hurt in the end because I might just hope, I know everything Smael shows me he does to all his women.
• But I feel different every time something happens to us.  Smael is only after sex with all the women and you are already there.
• I shook my head because of what was on my mind.  I looked at the medicine again and saw that there was a glass of water here on the table with the lid.  I took it and thought I would just drink it for sure.  I already took one and I plan to drink it when the door opens, I don't know where to hide the medicine because Smael has already entered and I don't expect him to be here in front of me now.
• "What are you drinking?"  Serious when it asked me.
• I closed my hand tightly and slowly hid it behind so he couldn’t see.
• "N-nothing, just for a headache,"  I replied nervously and my eyes widened when he looked at the blanket because I had put the other medicine there.
• He picked it up immediately and looked at it carefully after he held me tightly by the arm.  I winced because he was holding me so tightly.
• "S-Smael, it's hurt."  I'm afraid to speak to him because he looks so angry now.
• "When have you been drinking it and where did it come from?!"
• It was almost as if my heart was pounding because of its scream at me and I could not immediately answer because I was so scared of the expression on his face.
• "I-I bought that."  My answer is very reasonable.
• "Do you know that medicine?"  He asked me a serious question
• I didn’t answer and I felt his hand loosen from gripping my arm.  I don't want to say that it was given to me because maybe that's what he would do to Sonya.  I accepted that so it's my fault.
• "I bought that because I don't want to get pregnant m-maybe ---"
• "You disappointed me."
• It was as if heaven and earth fell on me because of what Smael said, he came out of the room and there my tears fell.