Chapter 8 My Intense Desire For You

• She looks very pale and weak, this makes him so worried about her.
• Her perfect little body has been covered by a blanket and makes him shocked to see her like that.
• “Hey, are you okay? What happened to you?”
• “Max?”
• “Yes, it's me, please wake up.”
• He looked worried and immediately saw the condition of her body to make sure whether something strange was happening to her or not.
• Deep inside his heart, he feels so grateful because he is still okay and completely mine.
• There is no indication that she did something wrong with another guy, that makes him so happy.
• He was afraid he was approached by his brother because he knew, his brother was a serial playboy.
• He's so afraid that something wrong happens between him and his problematic brother.
• “You're sick, let me take you to the doctor.”
• “No, you don't need to do it, maybe after I rest my condition will get better soon.”
• “You don't argue! You look sick.”
• He immediately called his private doctor to come and check her condition.
• “What about her conditions?”
• “She will be better, she is just burnt out and depressed, that's what makes her body severe and cold, that's why she needs more rest and calm.”
• “She needs calm because of depression?”
• “Yeah, that's what happened, but don't worry, I'll give her medicine to make her feel better and calmer.”
• “Thank you very much.”
• He was worried about her after she got diagnosed with severe and mild depression.
• He thought that it was all his fault and he truly can't stop blaming himself because she was sick.
• Furthermore, he feels so bad for her, he wants to hold her, but he can't do that.
• Besides, he is still under the shadow of his curse which can end tragically, making him lose his loved one.
• Moreover, he was so worried about it and didn't want it to happen twice.
• He is truly madly in love with her, but he just can't fully his true affection for her.
• He was tired to become so ruthless and cold every time, in front of many people including her, the woman he was most in love with.
• Furthermore, he senses that that's not the real him, but the curse is so unavoidable.
• Likewise, he will try to break the curse on him after he has done all of his business.
• Especially since he wants to marry her first.
• He was going to see her and gave her some medicine from the doctor.
• He opens the door roughly and makes her shocked.
• She kept staring at him, wanting to hug him, but he looks so harsh and aggressive.
• Even though she misses him and yearns for his love and affection so badly, she just can't express it.
• She kept her feelings and emotions hidden because she was afraid of him.
• But she looks so confused because she looks so sad.
• It can be seen from his teary eyes sad or touched, she doesn't know about him, and he remains mysterious and dangerous to her.
• “Hey? Are you okay?”
• “Yes, don't ask me too much, this is the medicine from the doctor for you, I will give it to you as recommended.”
• She nods and kept staring at him.
• His face suddenly changed to rude after she kept staring at him.
• “Why you kept gazing at me like that?”
• “No, I'm just worried about you, you look so sad.”
• “No, I've never been sad, don't assume that about me.”
• “Oh yeah, I know you're always tough, maybe I was wrong about you.”
• “Yes, you are wrong about me.”
• Previously, he really couldn't hold back his emotions and he felt so sad about her.
• And she is true if he looks so sad, but he just tries to avoid his feelings for her.
• He doesn't want to fully express his feelings to her to avoid the unwanted things that will happen.
• He feels so bad about the curse on him.
• There always had a little side of him that wanted everything to become normal, even though it was impossible for him.
• But she always feels cold and mysterious to him, this makes her conclude that she never wants her.
• Their relationship is really strange for her, she kept guessing why she would want to marry someone without a love like hers.
• She kept guessing about his real feelings for her, but he looked so cold and didn't seem to care.
• She really can't stop thinking about his real feelings and intentions for him, suddenly that's making her cry.
• Because he likes a stranger to her, unlike a boyfriend or potential husband who is warm and able to give the affection she has never felt in her life.
• So far, her life has always been filled with violence, pain, and deep sorrow.
• She feels so bad that now, even her future husband always acts cold and doesn't seem to care about her.
• She exploded her emotions and this made her look so worried about her.
• “Why are you crying like that? Stop being a weak girl!"
• “I miss you, I want you to hug me even for a moment, as all men usually do to their girlfriends, I'm yearning for you.”
• He was just shocked after hearing all the words that she had said to him.
• He also really misses her and wants to hold her so tight, he just keeps playing it cool, to avoid his sense of vulnerable feeling for her.
• He kept staring at her, coming closer to her and wiping many tears from her beautiful face.
• Then he hugged her so tight.
• She looks better and calm on her arm, this feels so great for her, and she can't stop smiling.
• He kept staring at her, seeing her smiling like he was addicted and healed for him.
• She looks so happy, beautiful, and innocent in her arms.
• He also feels happy with her plump pink lips, he always wants to crush her, she is a miracle in itself for him.
• He can't hold back his feelings anymore for her, so he just brings his face closer to her and starts to kiss her so passionately.