Chapter 41 Seeking him

• 20 minutes ago -
• Cayden had just finished downing another large shot of Maker's Mark, his second most preferred method of coping, and was now making his way to his bedroom in the hopes of passing out. His feelings were a whirlwind of rage, remorse, anxiety, uncertainty, lust, hatred, and confusion; he was experiencing inner turmoil that not even work or alcohol could calm him. How was he able to be so heartless and inhumane? Why does everything he should hate, have to be wrapped in something so beautiful and sweet? His behavior and thoughts during the past few days had been extremely upsetting, and his mind was a complete and utter mess as a direct reflection of this. He desired to sleep close to Selena, to be able to touch her and feel the warmth of her skin, to give her another opportunity to use his body, and to observe the way his cum glistened on her tummy.
• The unexpected burst of wind brought in two different aromas in addition to a few conversations. His wolf howled in annoyance at him. It turned out that his mate was seeing another man. Cayden flung open the door of the room on the upper floor, where Max and Selena were sitting. His wolf made a desperate attempt to escape and claim her as his own. As he examined her thoroughly, the beast within him began to stir, resulting in stretching and a growling sound coming from its gut. His logical thinking understood that it was nothing important. They were merely having a conversation, but his beast would not settle down. Her frightened eyes made him want her even more. He had to take her straight away!