The reason why Sang Qi could stay level headed throughout his dealings with me, was because he didn’t love me.
He felt nothing for me, and that’s why he could be so calm.
But when a woman loves someone, she’d lose herself in it completely.
I must admit, when I suggested that we go to a hotel together, a small part of me just wanted to deceive Huo Jia and get back a little at Sang Shixi. But more than anything else, I wanted to be alone with Sang Qi.
I knew it was unreasonable of me. I knew it was impossible between us. But the notion still haunts me and taunts me all the time. That’s just what love is.
I was pregnant. If I hadn’t been, if there wasn’t a child inside me, even I didn’t know where I’d have gone with him tonight.