Chapter 64

• I could not help but roll my eyes as my eyes stays on the history of my call logs. He does not need to say those to me. That is nasty! It's like he's trying to point that I am nothing without my face value as well as my body. That those two are the only reason as to per why Maxence is crazy about me.
• "Athena, if you'd be on your phone. Why did you bother coming in here?" Razo asked, the only male friend that I have. He is not exactly male, he was born one but he now identify himself as she and I honestly love her for that.
• It wasn't easy coming out of it closet and when he did last year. I have never been proud. Now that he's out of his closet. It feels like I am the only one who is trap in that. I mean, I am not dealing with an identity crisis but heck. I feel like the real me is hiding somewhere and the Athena that everyone knows is a total stranger to me. It's like she came to life out of Ender, my grandma and as well as my father's words. I wish I could show them my real self, but I don't think they'll be able to accept the flawed Athena Mendeleev Meadows. They would rather have me dying by pretending to be someone that I am not.