Chapter 164 A Bloody Choice

• I cried myself a river silently in the backseat while the rest of the car was eerily silent. Ryan’s head and shoulders were on my lap. I ran my fingers through his hair. My head told me to leave, my heart told me to stay. I knew which to listen to but for some reason I was reluctant. It was too early for this. There were no attachments at all. It should have been easy to pack my bags and leave.
• I heaved and a hiccup followed. In my head I kept playing it over and over again, it got scarier the more I went through it.
• What was Ryan going to do with my dad?