Chapter 149 Life After Him

• I could not hide from the world on Tuesday.
• I felt as if everyone could see what I had done on the weekend, felt as if it was branded on my forehead, and the shame left my head hung all day.
• I kept to myself, scared of even the words I could utter. And while I slept at night, I could feel him in me. I dreamt of him, and craved for him. I had this burning desire to live through the night again and be devoured by him. If there was anyone who deserved to be struck by lightning, it was me!