Chapter 33

• "But you're right. I can't push back all my feelings for you, but this is all they are; forced. I have to feel love for you because you are my mate, I have to feel that pull, that desire in my gut, my heart automactically skips a beat when I'm near you, and with you, and all I can think about it how much I want you, but it's not by choice. It's all forced, because, were mates. You ruined my life by rejecting me, and now you want me back because I have big boobs and a slim waist? Yeah right Kol."
• I told him, anger lacing my voice. "So you can forgive Ace, your own brother who hurt you like I did, and not me? your mate? You know you only wrote out that you accepted my ejection, it's not official." He asked angry too. "I haven't forgiven him yet, stupid! I need time, I just want time, why can't anyone give me a break!" I shouted and put my head in my hands. "Kat, give me time too, please. Let me show you I can do better, I need you in my life. I died a million time when I felt that you left. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I lashed out on my parents." He told me. I flinched. Poor Mr and Mrs Night, I thought sadly. "Like I said, the only thing keeping me a live was the fact that you were. I was begging anyone and everyone for them to bring you back to me, so I could tell you once and for all how much you actually mean to me. You. Are. My. Life. Please, can you please let me try and fix this. I know I can do better, I wan't to do better for us.
• I promise, please." He told me his voice strong and begging. I can't give in... I can't give in... I can't give in... I told myself over and over again. "Okay... just.. okay. You