Chapter 21 FIX MY MARRIAGE

• Today I was thinking of taking Hope and Julie out for the day to do whatever they want to do. I know I owe it to them with the hell I put them through. I want my family whole again this time I'm going to get help and try to not fuck it up again because this time I know Hope will want a divorce and I can't let that happen. I want to make things work and better myself and our family. 
• I went to find Sean, but he wasn't home, and I know it was not a good plan to go to Jamie and Heather's house because they want to murder me for hurting Hope and Julie. What can I do to make things right again? I'm so lost without them and It's my fault because I didn't believe my kid and wife when something wasn't right. I brought them both flowers for the first time and some candy.