Chapter 20 HOPE

• Today was Jake's and jazzy birthday and I want to do something special. I was thinking about a pool party since it's hot out today. Hey Sean, can you rent a big pool and a kid's pool? Sure, but is Rex coming to see his kids? I don’t know if he made his bed now that he lay in it. What did he do? Every time I'm not around him and Julie he's always doing something with other women and Julie tells me. I can't keep living like this Sean. I love him, I really do but I'm not enough for him.
• Sis let me talk to him and I tell you what he says but please let me try? Okay now get the pools. Yes ma'am. I left the house and went to the store to get the pools for the kiddos party. I walked into the store I couldn't believe my eyes, but my sister was right every time she's not around Rex and Julie he was with someone else. Julie saw me and she was crying and ran to me. Hey Julie, why are you crying?
• I want mommy to hit me and burn me when daddy is not around. I tried to tell him, but he didn't believe me. Julie how about you come stay with your mommy and me and your dad have a long talk. What do you think about that plus it's Jake's and jazzy birthday today? I want to go be with mommy uncle Sean okay come on.