Chapter 11

• ALICIA POV
• “Harden" I gasp. Heat streaks my cheeks. To say I am mortified is putting it mildly. I had woken up horny again and Harden was fucking me again. No man has ever eaten me out there. No one.
• He stabs his tongue inside my forbidden hole, and a tingling coils in my belly. I try to pull away, not because it doesn’t feel good, but the opposite. How is that possible? Are there nerve endings there I’m not aware of? Also, why does it feel sooo good?
• He pulls me back, then slides his hand around my hip to play with my pussy. The combination of him tugging on my clit, along with him curling his tongue inside my back channel is too much. I try to pull away, even as I push my butt back, trying to get him to go deeper inside. He releases me, only to reach over and grab something from the bedside table. Something cold trails over my back hole.
• I shiver as he works the lube inside my puckered hole, then slides a finger inside. He continues to strum my clit and the vibrations chase each other in my belly. He adds a second finger and works his digits in and out of me. I groan, bury my face in the pillow and give in to the foreign sensations that zing up my spine.
• He pulls out his fingers. My mattress shifts. I hear the bedside drawer open, the crinkle of the wrapper, then something much bigger and more blunt nudges my back opening.
• I tense, and he slides his other hand to play with my clit. Instantly, my bones liquefy. My muscles tremble, I release the breath I hadn’t been aware I was holding, and that’s when he slides into me.
• “Oh, my goodness, it hurts. "It hurts," I cry out.
• He pauses, allowing me to adjust to his size again, then reaches up to pinch my nipple. He twists it, and my entire body jolts. The pulse in my center begins to beat faster. Moisture pools in my core and that’s when he begins to move. He pulls out, then pushes forward, and again through the ring of muscles.
• "Oh, fuuuuckk," I gasp as a tremor seizes me. Pinpricks of electricity radiate out from where we are connected. He continues to squeeze my nipple as he moves in and out of me. Each time he sinks into me, he slides deeper. On the next thrust, he bottoms out and seats himself fully inside me. His balls slap against my tender flesh, sending another burst of heat shimmering up my spine.
• I dig my fingers into the cover, and tears squeeze out from the corners of my eyes. It’s too much. He’s filling me up, stretching me, pinning me to the mattress with his cock. He pulls out, then thrusts inside. At the same time, he yanks on my nipple and slaps my pussy with his free hand.
• I howl, my back curves, and the orgasm crashes over me. My entire body shudders as I submit to the vibrations that hold me in thrall.
• As I drift down into myself, I become aware of the aftershocks coursing through me. He fucks me through it, prolonging the high.
• Still woozy, I reach down between our legs to grab his balls and squeeze. His muscles lock, tension pours off of him, and with a muted roar, he empties himself inside me. When I open my eyes again, I hear the sound of water running in the bathroom. Is he cleaning up? I close my eyes, only to jerk awake to find I’m on my back and he’s cleaning between my legs.
• “Do you do this to all the girls you sleep with?” I ask, or at least, I try to, for my brain cells have been blown by that last round of fucking. Instead, I actually mumble something like, “shh...you...aha...mmm...”
• He chuckles, then straightens and tucks me into his side again. My entire body is so relaxed, I feel I’m drifting. Cast adrift in a white space with no beginning, and no end. There’s a soft brush against the top of my head, then he wraps his big arms around me
• The heat from his body cocoons me, and I close my eyes again.
• The next time I’m woken, I find him inside me again, moving softly. His big body looms over me, his eyes almost transparent. I watch myself in them as he thrusts gently into me. He leans and kisses me and I allow myself to sink into it.
• I wrap my arms around his neck as he coaxes me to wind my legs about his waist. He pushes into me again and again, his every touch so gentle that warmth seeps into my skin.
• My blood thrums, and my cheeks flush.
• I push my breasts into his chest, enjoying the scrape of his hair-roughened chest against my breasts. He deepens the kiss as he speeds up his actions. This time, my orgasm wafts up my legs, dream-like in its progress.
• It creeps up my thighs, curls around my waist, then slides up my spine. A groan wells up, and he swallows it as I float up to the sky. He follows me over the edge, his heartbeat thudding against my chest.
• We stay there for a few minutes, until my eyelids begin to flutter shut. He pulls out of me, and I hear him slide off the bed. Guess he must be disposing of the condom. Within seconds, the mattress depresses, then something cool brushes between my legs before he slips in next to me and pulls me on top.
• "Sleep," he whispers.
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• The next time I woke up, the first thing I noticed was the shouting downstairs. It wasn't just noise; it was angry, sharp words cutting through the morning silence. My eyes snapped open, and I instinctively reached out, but the space beside me was empty. Harden was gone.
• A quick glance at the clock told me it was still early, but the commotion downstairs meant there was no going back to sleep. I swung my legs out of bed, grabbing the nearest t-shirt and a pair of jeans. My mind was still a bit foggy, trying to piece together what was happening.
• As I started down the stairs, the voices got clearer. One was definitely Harden’s, low and somewhat strained. The other was a woman’s, much louder and filled with a raw, furious energy. When I reached the bottom step and rounded the corner into the living room, I saw her. She had fiery red hair that seemed to almost glow in the morning light, and her arms were crossed tightly over her chest. She was pacing back and forth, her eyes fixed on Harden, who stood by the window, his back to me.
• "You left, why? You didn't want to accept me as your fiancée because of that one mistake?" the redhead practically shrieked, her voice cracking with emotion. "You know how far we've gone with this! That little quarrel we had shouldn't tear us apart… you always want me Harden!"
• The word hung in the air, heavy and shocking. "Fiancée?" I blurted out, my voice coming out raspy as I took another step down the stairs. Both their heads snapped towards me. The redhead's eyes, narrowed and furious, swept over me from head to toe.
• "Oh, so now I know why you've been avoiding me," she sneered, her gaze locking onto Harden. "You still need a little slut to warm your body when you're lonely, huh? You should have just told me you needed a break, and I would have understood. I'm not unreasonable!"
• My stomach dropped. The "little slut" comment stung, but it was Harden's reaction that really caught me off guard. He just stared at me, his face a complete blank. No apology, no explanation, just... nothing.
• "You had a fiancée?" I asked him directly, my voice barely above a whisper, my eyes searching his for any kind of answer. His expression was still unreadable, like a mask had fallen over his face, and for the first time, I felt a cold knot of dread form in my chest.