Chapter 69

• Mika!”
• I turned quickly. Caroline was waving at me from near her car, parked under a tree in the HSM Orchid yard. I would fulfill Benjamin’s request this afternoon, and Caroline agreed to go with me. Since Reyhan left for Germany yesterday morning, the apartment has been quiet. I also feel that inside of me. A day without seeing Reyhan sucks; I miss him. Our bed felt empty, and every corner of our apartment room felt dead and dull; I am lucky that I have a job that can distract me from this empty feeling, even though after I return to the apartment, the feeling comes again, I feel very lonely, just a short message from him which I received after he arrived in Germany safely.
• It gave me peace of mind, but I missed hearing his voice. He must be very angry with what I’m doing right now, breaking his word not to go to Benjamin’s request, but I need a distraction; my Inner Goddess raised her brow and looked at me with an ‘it seems -someone has been mentally ill’ I exhaled heavily, yes, I’m mentally ill without Reyhan with me. I smiled when Reyhan called me.